Little steps

I am so proud of my Zachy. I am such a proud momma.

We have a long way to go, but I'm beyond happy with the little steps he is making.

Go Zach!

Freedom!

The title says it all!
We still have a few days of stuff muscles, but we are free!

*tears*

Tomorrow!

Tomorrow is the day!

I sure as heck hope it is....

Zach Said it best "get these darn things off me"

A thankful heart

I am sitting here listening to a snoring Zachary.

Its been almost 6 Weeks since his surgery. He is finally getting sick of just laying around.

To be honest, mom is too....

we see the Doctor again in a week and there is word that we will be cast free! Woohoo!  I can't wait! 

I am jumping into a new phase of my life.

I am peaceful...most of the time...

Right now the fear has set in...

I am so tired of fighting for things I shouldn't have to fight for.

Some day's Suck!

Some day's I want to punch people. 

Some times I just want to sit people down and shake them and 

say "Look what your actions have done!!"

Most days I am so grateful for the trials in my life that have helped me raise my children.

Most days I have to take a deep breath and pray that I am doing the right things with my kids.

Sometimes I have to cry because I feel helpless.

Everyday I pray.

I pray.

and I pray.

Everyday I pray that my kids won't be scarred by the things that have happened to them in their lives.

Everyday I give my children Love.

All the Love I have.

This leaves no room for anyone else to come into my life.

I am okay with that.

Most days.

I ADORE my beautiful children. 

Someday's I just need a reminder that it will all pass and I will stop hurting from all the pain 

that was caused by others. 

Someday...

School!!

Aah.... School days are back!

I am so excited to have the kids in school again

I am also kinda bummed and lonely.. 

Zach started KINDERGARTEN!!

I know... I can't believe it either!

He was nervous the first day and there was a lot of bus drama

but he LOVES it! I am so happy about his teacher and aide's.

They love him and, once again, has them wrapped around his fingers!

 Miss Emily is in 1st grade! She LOVES it. 

She is most excited about staying all day AND eating lunch there. 

She thinks that it's so awesome being able to pick what she wants to eat, because I can't tell her no!

I love her and am SO proud of her. She is reading now at a 3rd grade level. It's nice having her read to me.