Starting over

They warned me. I knew it was coming.

I thought I was prepared.

I have a almost 80lb infant in my home.

Today is the first day he has felt really good. Good enough to try and play.

He remembers how he was. Now he can't do those things.

Zachy is amazing. He understands so much. I hate watching him be frustrated.

I know how to do this, we have been in this place before.

You would think that in the 5 years we have been doing this, that going through the grieving process would be easier and would happen less often.

We can do this! I am ready to tackle it! Just let me cry for a day.